not feeling good

[Shaz51]

ohhh no tax returns @Zoe7 the horrersssss ,

[saturnzoon]

@Zoe7 @BlueBay @Shaz51 @Former-Member @Faith-and-Hope 

Game on  today West Coast fan here, 

[Zoe7]

It's a great game for you then @saturnzoon Are you watching it?

[BlueBay]

I’m getting bored @Zoe7 mught go fir a walk. It’s a good game fir WCE they are playing well. 

@Zoe7 My emotions are going up and down. How can this happen? One minute I’m ok the next minute I’m really down snd negative on my mind. 

I think it’s a trigger from this mornings session. 

Hubby is home now. Daughter needs esky fir drinks so might go there soon. 

[Zoe7]

I'm getting bored too Hon but give WC their due - they are playing really well @BlueBay

You do tend to get emotional after you see someone BB so it is no wonder your emotions are up and down. Going for a walk and then to your daughter's sound like a wise use of your time and will keep you occupied. 

[Faith-and-Hope]

If WCE win, then I get D1 and SnIL visiting us next weekend ..... 

@BlueBay @Zoe7 @Shaz51 @saturnzoon 

[Zoe7]

Looks like you are getting a couple of visitors then Hon @Faith-and-Hope 😀

[BlueBay]

I’m home

I’m sngry 

I’m tired 

I’m lost

I’m emotional

I’m not right 

somethings wrong 

I don’t want to do anything 

I’m so tired 

im not even hungry 

ive got no energy

@Zoe @Faith-and-Hope@Shaz51

[Zoe7]

Take some slow deep breathes @BlueBay - trying to calm yourself first will help

[BlueBay]

@Zoe7

I know there’s no point in worrying about bills and how to psy them at the moment but it’s on my mind. 

Same as my dad. I know stressing won’t htlp but I csnt lose him. Do you remember when I didn’t talk to my parents for 4 yrs - all I did in that time was cry fir my dad. Write letters to my dad. I would sob in my sessions talking about my dad. And now we’re talking I can lose him anytime. I’m so so scared of losing him. I have so much lost time to catch up on. 

This is not helping me tonight. 

I need a hug.