not feeling good

[BlueBay]

I managed to skeep ok last night until I had a terrible dream of me being in an earthquake. It was horrible. 

Tried to go fir a walk but too windy not good fir my asthma. Still coughing so I need to be careful. 

Inside day tiday. Might make a banana cake later. Then watch telly and rest up. Going back to work tomorrow. Glad it’s only 4 hours don’t think my body can cope with more at the moment. 

[Justdance]

Can't get comfortable to rest. Everything hurts. My right side hurts and my stomach hurts right in the pit. Just under ribs.

A little bit difficult to rest....

[BlueBay]

Hi @Justdance

sorry you’re in pain. Is there something you can take to ease the pain. 

[BlueBay]

Feeling like I want to stsy home from work tomorrow 

I’m teary atm 

i don’t know what I want anymore 

life is too hard 

not sure I can handle it

[Faith-and-Hope]

💓 @BlueBay ....

[BlueBay]

Just another not coping day 

I hate it 

I don’t know who I am anymore 

or what I want 

so many questions don’t have answers 

[BlueBay]

Friends don’t give a sh*** about me 

I feel I’m not visible 

they ignore me at work 

do you know how that feels 

to be lonely

i have no more friends 

im no use to anyone 

dark sh** cloud over me always 

I try but it comings down on me 

I’m over fake people 

people who pretend 

I hate 

it sucks

im hurting 

who are they 

they don’t have a mental illness 

I’m nit talking to anyone 

it’s me alone 

and that hurts 

I’m sick of being treated like sh***

[Shaz51]

@BlueBay

[saturnzoon]

We care here for you @BlueBay and are your friends, maybe not in the physical sense, but with kind words and our hearts, normal people don't understand or some that do, don't want to know. I had to give up work because of my mental health  and of how i got treated made it worse.

Please just keep texting us here so we can help you feel safe, doesn't matter if it's only one line,  we are all here for you.Friendships says it allHugs alround for everyone feeling down

[Shaz51]

soo beautiful @saturnzoon,my physical problems seems to be getting worse at times but people all think I look ok

sending you lots of hugs @saturnzoon, @BlueBay