Morning @Molliex. I am so glad you got to spend some time with your nana and your flights were ok,  sometimes it's good to go away on a holiday to see families cause it recharges our minds not having to worry about what's happening back home, I always spend 10 days with my mum at different states in January which is lovely and then when it's time to come back my mind starts up again with negative things the night before I have to come back and I'm usually ok for the week back but then everything comes back and it's like I never went away. My SH was the same as well, didn't even think about it when I  was away, but then after about a week it all came back.

Have missed you and hope that You can just take one minute at a time @Molliex  that's how I try and cope after my holiday with my mum, I know it's not easy but it does help a little and just remember you can  chat to us as well when you need to.

Cuddles time, for all