Hi @utopia I was just thinking of you this morning and then I read this ..... so sorry to hear about your 'mum' passing away.  May she rest in peace and may her angels protect her. 

I just want to give you a big hug  I know this is a hard time for you but pls know that I am here for you. And good luck with the job application.  wish you all the best for that.

Take care @utopia, you are always in my thoughts.  Love and hugs