not feeling good

[Shaz51]

@BlueBay, tomorrow is time for you and your family to celebrate little Ayla`s birthday , the most important people in your life will be there xx

and Ayla has been praticing her blowing out the candle by spitting

are you boys  back home again xx

[Zoe7]

You can't change your parents not coming @BlueBay - maybe your Dad is not up to having kids around him - but whatever the reason you need to focus on what you can control and that is having a lovely day for Ayla tomorrow. You have done all the preparation with your daughter and that is a huge achievement. 

You always feel emotional when you are tired and alone Hon and this morning would have taken a lot out of you. Can you take Jersey for a walk - might help you to get out of your own head a little. It doesn't have to be for long - even 20 minutes would give you some fresh air and help to get you through this tired and emotional rollercoster you are on.

[BlueBay]

No boys aren’t back yet @Shaz51. 

I think I’ll make a coffee and just sit for a while @Zoe7 

Or i coukd go out the front garden and cut the dead heads if flowers 

I’m tired 

[Zoe7]

Seeing to the flowers is a great idea Hon - great thinking. Take your coffee out into the garden with you @BlueBay and enjoy some sunlight 

[Shaz51]

Take your coffee out into the garden with you @BlueBay and enjoy some sunlight -- great idea , can I join you , it is cool and cloudy here @Zoe7

[Zoe7]

I'll join you virtually too @BlueBay @Shaz51 - the sun is out here but it has been very windy - that has temporarily eased but we are expecting rain later.

[BlueBay]

@Zoe7

Im going to go inside and watch footy. K hope Melbourne win. 

Are you going to watch it? 

[Zoe7]

Yeah watching it Hon but I can stay here with you while I do @BlueBay. I'd love to see Melbourne win too but have wouldn't be too upset if WC do - there is a certain F&H who would be happy with that one for your D2 

[BlueBay]

You should hear me @Zoe7 im screaming at the players on the tv!!! Lol

[Zoe7]

You made me giggle @BlueBay lol

WC are playing very well - Melbourne can't get into the game