not feeling good

Shaz51 · 22 Sep 2018

@BlueBay, tomorrow is time for you and your family to celebrate little Ayla`s birthday , the most important people in your life will be there xx

and Ayla has been praticing her blowing out the candle by spitting

are you boys back home again xx

Zoe7 · 22 Sep 2018

You can't change your parents not coming @BlueBay - maybe your Dad is not up to having kids around him - but whatever the reason you need to focus on what you can control and that is having a lovely day for Ayla tomorrow. You have done all the preparation with your daughter and that is a huge achievement.

You always feel emotional when you are tired and alone Hon and this morning would have taken a lot out of you. Can you take Jersey for a walk - might help you to get out of your own head a little. It doesn't have to be for long - even 20 minutes would give you some fresh air and help to get you through this tired and emotional rollercoster you are on.

BlueBay · 22 Sep 2018

No boys aren’t back yet @Shaz51.

I think I’ll make a coffee and just sit for a while @Zoe7

Or i coukd go out the front garden and cut the dead heads if flowers

I’m tired

Zoe7 · 22 Sep 2018

Seeing to the flowers is a great idea Hon - great thinking. Take your coffee out into the garden with you @BlueBay and enjoy some sunlight

Shaz51 · 22 Sep 2018

Take your coffee out into the garden with you @BlueBay and enjoy some sunlight -- great idea , can I join you , it is cool and cloudy here @Zoe7

Zoe7 · 22 Sep 2018

I'll join you virtually too @BlueBay @Shaz51 - the sun is out here but it has been very windy - that has temporarily eased but we are expecting rain later.

BlueBay · 22 Sep 2018

@Zoe7

Im going to go inside and watch footy. K hope Melbourne win.

Are you going to watch it?

Zoe7 · 22 Sep 2018

Yeah watching it Hon but I can stay here with you while I do @BlueBay. I'd love to see Melbourne win too but have wouldn't be too upset if WC do - there is a certain F&H who would be happy with that one for your D2